Saturday, June 28, 2008

Frank why have you left me in despair

Frank! oh Frank! 
why have you left me wounded. to weak to rise. 
You came to my life with pride and courage, and left me crawling and mourning for the innocent dead.

Frank, oh Frank!
give me back the lives you have snatched away from my loving arms. Give to me back the soul of those I have loved so dearly. 

Frank oh Frank!
give me back the light i have yearned so dearly. Give to me back the warmth i have in my bellies. 

Frank oh Frank!
why have you given hate instead of love. you have destructed my life amd made me desperate.

To my new friend with love

hi guys... IM quite happy with my new friend now... 
She just to perfect...Anyways, her I am thinking for the assigned blog to me. 
Unfortunately, I cannot think of any decent topic, except for the girl in our English 16 class..

listening to all those songs a couple of days ago. Finally, after falling out of grace 2 years ago. I have finally found someone.To be happy with.. I have always put to mind that Love is just a state of mind. But now! I guess its wrong. 

I believe that it is good to love her on a minute- minute basis. I hope and pray that she may also like me.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

Annoying!!!

would someone please cut the wires of that organ outside my library?? My brother thinks he is beethoven.... trying to annoy mi with the amplified organ... and he plays with wrong chords... its like trying to make my ears burst

I Wish to be a priest

I wish to be a servant of God

Ever since I was young, I was fascinated by the teachings of God. I used to read the passages of the the old testament everyday. Then at one point of my life, i was destined in Basco, Batanes to discern on the matter.

I discovered that I was being called by GOD. due to my immaturities, I took for granted the calling from deep inside. I was asked to be back in Cagayan de Oro to live my usual life again.

I stayed in Lourdes College for 2 years. Being required to hear mass every wednesday morning, I had no choice but to comply with such requirement.

With the constant reflection, Prayer sessions and recollections. I had a yearning to serve the Lord. In line with this, I applied to various clubs involving service for God. I was active in all the church activities in our school, leading the choir, community services, and outreach programs.

With all my involvement of this activities, there was happiness inside of me. Though i was spending most of the time in such activities, there was still this yearning to be a servant of God.