Im being unfair, insensitive and cruel. And Im sorry for that

For the past few days we went solid, I realized that Im so unfair. Its shameful on my part because Im a guy. Every time I ask her out, I don't even fetch her. And when its time for her to go, I don't even take effort in accompanying her. Oh My God. Im so selfish.   I want her sole attention all the time and don't even think about what she would like to do. I am a candidate for cruelty. 

A few hours ago, I invited her to attend the general assembly. She confirmed that she would come. So around 5pm, i texted her that when will she come? She offered no reply, which released hormones that and made me hysteric. So i had a depression attack and was craving for so much food. I asked my friends that would it be possible that we eat first before going to the General Assembly. So we went to Jollibee, I ordered the heaviest meal available and consumed it in less than a minute. 

After jollibee we went back to school. I waited for her impatiently and became insensitive on what was going on. Im such a dumb guy. Im sorry mir/baby dams. Maybe your right that im self centered. im so sorry.